2005 A Drug Boy with a Gun This still kinda freaks me out … I couldn’t have been more than a few miles from my relative’s house in Atlanta when I saw some random guy standing on the corner in a neighbourhood of apartments. They looked just like any number…

Deadly Sins SLOTH — This one is tricky because I always felt that I was a motivated and energetic person. Sloth meant that I would label myself lazy. The fact is that I am very lazy. I want to sit around and wait for the good things to come to me. Why…

A STORY OF LOVE THE PLAY Projection: STOP TWEEKING MACH: (to Audience) What the fuck is reality? I want to know because in my head I am not sure what is real and what I am making up. The division is not so clear to me. I make up stories…

A STORY OF LOVE CHICAGO From the beginning, Chicago gave me hints that I would have a difficult time there. The very first apartment I went to see, I rented it. It was here that I met Albert. Thus began a 6-year relationship with someone that would eventually show me that…

Near ROCHEBLAVE AND ORLEANS (An excerpt from ALLOVIT) There is a motel on the corner of Orleans and one of the streets I mentioned above. It is one of the many crack motels in New Orleans. They are not hard to find. Anyone interested in finding a place to have…

FOUR SEASONS Summer I have been writing all this time regarding the time of using In my life. It is now one year later and perhaps now is the time to write about the changes taking place. I came to Poland in June of 2010. I was one week sober…